Twenty years has gone by for me since I left University at age 30 with my illustration degree, I’ve been trapped inside my mind “here in the same now” for 20 years trapped with a stuck place as a male Christian with a terrifying frozen constant now here, with this realisation of how I’m two people male outside of me to the church the world, all of you but aware of being a different, softer, hyper sensitive deeply feeling gendered feeling, Autistic self. I’d appreciate someone speaking some help
This isn’t helpful to my depression, pitch black emptiness, a bottomlessness as they say here in England “ feel like the bottom has fallen out of one’s life”.
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“You are a part of me I do not yet know.”—-Valerie Kaur
Saturday Jul 03, 2021
So, we are made of the I AM.
Saturday Jul 03, 2021
Twenty years has gone by for me since I left University at age 30 with my illustration degree, I’ve been trapped inside my mind “here in the same now” for 20 years trapped with a stuck place as a male Christian with a terrifying frozen constant now here, with this realisation of how I’m two people male outside of me to the church the world, all of you but aware of being a different, softer, hyper sensitive deeply feeling gendered feeling, Autistic self. I’d appreciate someone speaking some help
Saturday May 08, 2021
This isn’t helpful to my depression, pitch black emptiness, a bottomlessness as they say here in England “ feel like the bottom has fallen out of one’s life”.
Saturday May 08, 2021
So how do you see this in relation to people with dementia and Alzheimer’s? Who and where are their ‘I am’s?
Sunday May 02, 2021
Love hearing you talk about NDE's. I had my own when I was 4.
Saturday Apr 24, 2021
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